One year ago today we were blessed with our sweet little miracle & gift, Sophia.
It is truly remarkable the impact that one tiny, little person has had on so many. She touched all of our hearts in such a profound way and taught us that life is truly a gift, if only for a day.
It's hard to believe it has already been 1 year since we first met Sweet, Baby Sophia. When I woke up this morning all I could think about was the moment they wheeled Sophie into my recovery room...I just couldn't believe it. I thought I would NEVER get to see her or meet her. Dr. Hoekstra pushed her isolette right next to my bed and smiled and said, "This little girl is a fighter!" Then, Sophie turned her sweet little head toward me and opened her eyes. It is an image I will NEVER forget and will hold in my heart forever!
We are looking forward to spending the morning and afternoon with Jack and then spending the evening with our families. We will never ever be able to thank our families enough for all that they have done to support us over this past year. We would never be where we are without them. Or our loving friends. Thank you all SO much. We are looking forward to spending the day remembering our sweet Sophie and looking forward to seeing all of our friends and extended family on the 30th. It will be such a great day to honor her sweet little life and to support Faith's Lodge.
We love and miss you SO MUCH Sophia. Happy 1st Birthday, Sophie :)
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Monday, June 07, 2010
Swing For Sophia - Website Up & Running!
We are excited that our website is up and running and ready for all who are interested in joining us on Friday, July 30th to register. We would like to extend a very special THANK YOU to our friend Josh Keck who graciously offered to create a website for our event. And, we'd like to offer an even bigger thank you to his wife, Steph who gave him the green light to do so, especially since they are super busy with a toddler and a newborn at home :) Thanks so much Kecks!!
We are looking forward to seeing many of you out at Deer Run on the 30th to celebrate Sophia's life and to support Fatih's Lodge. If you have any questions, please feel free to email us or give us a call!!
Love,
Alli, Dan & Jack
We are looking forward to seeing many of you out at Deer Run on the 30th to celebrate Sophia's life and to support Fatih's Lodge. If you have any questions, please feel free to email us or give us a call!!
Love,
Alli, Dan & Jack
Saturday, April 24, 2010
Swing For Sophia: Friends & Families Support Faith's Lodge
It has been several months since we last wrote. We decided to take a break and focus on healing and trying to get back to our "new normal." It is hard to believe that it has been 9 months since we said goodbye to sweet Baby Sophia. Not a day goes by that we do not think of her, miss her and wish with all of our hearts that she was here with us.
We are not sure how much Jack truly understands, but one thing we know that he does understand is that he is a "Big Brother". While we were at a birthday party this morning, a very kind dad we had just met asked if Jack is our only child. It's amazing how badly it still stings when we are asked this question. I replied with "yes" while fighting back tears. His son then said "I'm a big brother!" and Jack looked at Dan and I and said "I'm a big brother, too! Sophie's my sister." We are always second guessing what and how much we should tell Jack about Sophia but that moment today made us realize that we have done a perfect job. When you ask Jack who his sister is he says "Sophie. She's up in Heaven with Jesus." And when you ask her where her owie is, he will say "Her heart." And each night after his bath and books, he will say "Let's go say goodnight to Sophia," so we take him to the window, he looks up in the sky and says "Goodnight Sophie, I love you." It's the BEST part of our day :)
Our families continue to offer such extraordinary support. I didn't know what our life would be like 9 months after our loss, but I do know that we would not be as far along in our journey of grief and healing without them. They are simply amazing.
After 6 months of brainstorming different ways that we could honor Sophia we have decided to host a benefit for Faith's Lodge, which has become a huge part of our lives. Dan and I visited FL in October, 8 weeks after losing Sophia. It was an extremely healing place and will be forever grateful for all that it offers. The friends we met while we were there continue to offer so much to support and guidance along our journey to healing.
We would love for everyone to join us for our benefit, "Swing For Sophia." SFS will be held on Friday, July 30th at Deer Run Golf Course in Victoria, MN. We will be posting more information on our blog as well as our new website which should be up and running in the next few weeks, www.swingforsophia.com
Dan and I cannot thank our friends and families enough for all they are doing to help us get this event organized. We are anticipating a wonderful day to celebrate Sophia's short life and to raise awareness and support for Faith's Lodge.
We are not sure how much Jack truly understands, but one thing we know that he does understand is that he is a "Big Brother". While we were at a birthday party this morning, a very kind dad we had just met asked if Jack is our only child. It's amazing how badly it still stings when we are asked this question. I replied with "yes" while fighting back tears. His son then said "I'm a big brother!" and Jack looked at Dan and I and said "I'm a big brother, too! Sophie's my sister." We are always second guessing what and how much we should tell Jack about Sophia but that moment today made us realize that we have done a perfect job. When you ask Jack who his sister is he says "Sophie. She's up in Heaven with Jesus." And when you ask her where her owie is, he will say "Her heart." And each night after his bath and books, he will say "Let's go say goodnight to Sophia," so we take him to the window, he looks up in the sky and says "Goodnight Sophie, I love you." It's the BEST part of our day :)
Our families continue to offer such extraordinary support. I didn't know what our life would be like 9 months after our loss, but I do know that we would not be as far along in our journey of grief and healing without them. They are simply amazing.
After 6 months of brainstorming different ways that we could honor Sophia we have decided to host a benefit for Faith's Lodge, which has become a huge part of our lives. Dan and I visited FL in October, 8 weeks after losing Sophia. It was an extremely healing place and will be forever grateful for all that it offers. The friends we met while we were there continue to offer so much to support and guidance along our journey to healing.
We would love for everyone to join us for our benefit, "Swing For Sophia." SFS will be held on Friday, July 30th at Deer Run Golf Course in Victoria, MN. We will be posting more information on our blog as well as our new website which should be up and running in the next few weeks, www.swingforsophia.com
Dan and I cannot thank our friends and families enough for all they are doing to help us get this event organized. We are anticipating a wonderful day to celebrate Sophia's short life and to raise awareness and support for Faith's Lodge.
Saturday, November 07, 2009
Our Busy Fall!
We have certainly had a busy fall filled with very special events which have focused around our precious Sophia.
Saturday, September 26, Dan and I and our loving and amazingly supportive siblings and friends attended a benefit called "Hope Rocks." The proceeds benefit Faith's Lodge, which is a beautiful lodge just north of Siren, Wisconsin where families of children who are seriously ill or who have lost children can retreat "to reflect on the past, renew strength for the present, and build hope for the future."
We went to Faith's Lodge the weekend after the benefit. Words simply cannot explain how comforting and healing it was to be able to spend 4 full days with other parents who understand just what we are going through. Although we all had different stories, we all could relate in our grief. We spent all four days talking about our journey with Sophia. We found that not only was it therapeutic to be able to talk about her for so many days, but it also felt so good to be able to support others who are dealing with this intense grief. In fact, we have stayed in contact with the 8 couples who were there, and a few have even joined our support group.
The benefit and our time at Faith's Lodge fell at a perfect time as we had been anticipating Sophia's due date, which was Saturday, October 10. Although Dan and I and our famlies continue to find some comfort and peace knowing what a blessing it was to be able to spend our precious day with baby Sophie, we couldn't help but feel a bit of sadness knowing that October 10 would have been her official due date. Our famlies came over for dinner and spent the evening together to celebrate the special day :) We had such a nice night talking about Sophia and sharing our experience at Faith's Lodge. We simply cannon say enough about how supportive, strong and loving our families have been throughout this journey.
Dan and I are just so grateful for all of the support we continue to receive from so many of you. Just when we think that we are so alone in our grief, we receive a heartfelt letter, email or phone call. This has been the toughest thing that either one of us have ever gone through and knowing we have such loving friends and family is just such a blessing :)
We are also thrilled to share that Angie (my twin) and her husband Kyle welcomed baby Bennett Theodore Vershey on October 27th. They are all doing well, and he is such a handsome and sweet addition to the Thompson clan of boy grandsons!
Saturday, September 26, Dan and I and our loving and amazingly supportive siblings and friends attended a benefit called "Hope Rocks." The proceeds benefit Faith's Lodge, which is a beautiful lodge just north of Siren, Wisconsin where families of children who are seriously ill or who have lost children can retreat "to reflect on the past, renew strength for the present, and build hope for the future."
We went to Faith's Lodge the weekend after the benefit. Words simply cannot explain how comforting and healing it was to be able to spend 4 full days with other parents who understand just what we are going through. Although we all had different stories, we all could relate in our grief. We spent all four days talking about our journey with Sophia. We found that not only was it therapeutic to be able to talk about her for so many days, but it also felt so good to be able to support others who are dealing with this intense grief. In fact, we have stayed in contact with the 8 couples who were there, and a few have even joined our support group.
The benefit and our time at Faith's Lodge fell at a perfect time as we had been anticipating Sophia's due date, which was Saturday, October 10. Although Dan and I and our famlies continue to find some comfort and peace knowing what a blessing it was to be able to spend our precious day with baby Sophie, we couldn't help but feel a bit of sadness knowing that October 10 would have been her official due date. Our famlies came over for dinner and spent the evening together to celebrate the special day :) We had such a nice night talking about Sophia and sharing our experience at Faith's Lodge. We simply cannon say enough about how supportive, strong and loving our families have been throughout this journey.
Dan and I are just so grateful for all of the support we continue to receive from so many of you. Just when we think that we are so alone in our grief, we receive a heartfelt letter, email or phone call. This has been the toughest thing that either one of us have ever gone through and knowing we have such loving friends and family is just such a blessing :)
We are also thrilled to share that Angie (my twin) and her husband Kyle welcomed baby Bennett Theodore Vershey on October 27th. They are all doing well, and he is such a handsome and sweet addition to the Thompson clan of boy grandsons!
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Two Months
Today was one of those days. A beautiful day, an accomplished day, a fun day with our son, Rufus received an A+ at the vet, and Sophia's 2 month birthday. It can catch you in an instant, and linger forever, and I honestly cherish that. Being able to be sad, able to remember, able to conjure up those emotions that were so heartbreaking, yet now bring a feeling of comfort as we remember out little girl. I fear as time continues to pass, her short time with the three of us will feel even shorter, a flash of a memory. Simply, that makes me cry. Alli and I are fortunate that we were blessed with so many gifts to remember her by, and as we continue to look back we can hold on to every moment of the short, precious, beautiful life of our baby girl Sophia.
We have also begun to take steps to help us through our grief. We have recently started attending an infant loss support group with parents who are also living with this great loss. It has been very helpful for us to be able to continue to share Sophia's story and also listen and support others as they share with us. In October we are heading to Faiths Lodge(www.faithslodge.org), a retreat for families who have children who are sick or those who have lost a child. It has been highly recommended and we are looking forward to it. FL is a non-profit organization, and their big event is approaching on the 26th which is "Hope Rocks" all proceeds benefit the lodge. Should be a great night for a great cause.
Keeping busy has been helpful for Alli and I and we can actually thank Jack mostly for that. However, on nights like this, and from time to time its nice to slow down and remember our little girl. It isn't always easy, of course sad, but its important to us. We miss her dearly. A day does not go by that I don't wish I was heading to the hospital or even home to see our little girl, in Mommy's arms, playing with Jack... Its hard to think about what could of been. But, as hard as that is, it keeps her in our thoughts and fills our hearts.
Happy 2 month Sophia, we love you and miss you dearly.
We have also begun to take steps to help us through our grief. We have recently started attending an infant loss support group with parents who are also living with this great loss. It has been very helpful for us to be able to continue to share Sophia's story and also listen and support others as they share with us. In October we are heading to Faiths Lodge(www.faithslodge.org), a retreat for families who have children who are sick or those who have lost a child. It has been highly recommended and we are looking forward to it. FL is a non-profit organization, and their big event is approaching on the 26th which is "Hope Rocks" all proceeds benefit the lodge. Should be a great night for a great cause.
Keeping busy has been helpful for Alli and I and we can actually thank Jack mostly for that. However, on nights like this, and from time to time its nice to slow down and remember our little girl. It isn't always easy, of course sad, but its important to us. We miss her dearly. A day does not go by that I don't wish I was heading to the hospital or even home to see our little girl, in Mommy's arms, playing with Jack... Its hard to think about what could of been. But, as hard as that is, it keeps her in our thoughts and fills our hearts.
Happy 2 month Sophia, we love you and miss you dearly.
Wednesday, September 02, 2009
Family.
Dan and I are not sure how to go about writing this post. There are truly no words ever written to express how grateful we are to be a part of the two most loving families in the world.
Our family has been here for us through each step of the way and have given up so much of themselves in order to ease even the slightest bit of our pain.
Our parents have been such an astounding example of how amazing a parent's love for their child can be. When we thought that we could not ask anything more of them, they have been right around the corner with open arms, an ear to lend or kind words of support to offer us. Pride, admiraiton and love do not even come close to decsribe our love and gratitude toward our parents. Simply put, we cannot thank you enough for the amazing guidance you have given us and we only hope to be half the parents you have been to us.
And to our amazing siblings and their spouses...we have always known that we have awesome siblings, but over the past few months you have blown us away. You have all shown us the true meaning of family. Even in the scariest of moments during our brief time with Sophia you were able to make us laugh and take a bit of the pain away. The support that you all continue to show us even six weeks after losing our beautiful baby girl means so, so much and we will never know how to truly thank you.
Finally, if only Jack could understand how grateful we are for him. His darling smile and sparkling personality have lifted our hearts and have brought huge smiles to our faces, even on our darkest days. How sad we are to know how long it will be before Jack will get to hold his baby sister again. Until then, we will remind him daily about what an amazing big brother he was and continues to be. We will forever cherish his love for his new favorite nightly routine...which is saying his bedtime prayers and saying good night to baby "Phia" up in Heaven.
Our family has been here for us through each step of the way and have given up so much of themselves in order to ease even the slightest bit of our pain.
Our parents have been such an astounding example of how amazing a parent's love for their child can be. When we thought that we could not ask anything more of them, they have been right around the corner with open arms, an ear to lend or kind words of support to offer us. Pride, admiraiton and love do not even come close to decsribe our love and gratitude toward our parents. Simply put, we cannot thank you enough for the amazing guidance you have given us and we only hope to be half the parents you have been to us.
And to our amazing siblings and their spouses...we have always known that we have awesome siblings, but over the past few months you have blown us away. You have all shown us the true meaning of family. Even in the scariest of moments during our brief time with Sophia you were able to make us laugh and take a bit of the pain away. The support that you all continue to show us even six weeks after losing our beautiful baby girl means so, so much and we will never know how to truly thank you.
Finally, if only Jack could understand how grateful we are for him. His darling smile and sparkling personality have lifted our hearts and have brought huge smiles to our faces, even on our darkest days. How sad we are to know how long it will be before Jack will get to hold his baby sister again. Until then, we will remind him daily about what an amazing big brother he was and continues to be. We will forever cherish his love for his new favorite nightly routine...which is saying his bedtime prayers and saying good night to baby "Phia" up in Heaven.
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Thank You, Emily
It has been 4 weeks since our family met, fell in love with, and then said goodbye to our precious Baby Sophia. Words cannot explain the loss and sadness that we feel. We were told that our grieving process will not be day to day, but moment to moment. They were right.
One moment we are so, so sad that Jack never had the chance to grow up with his sweet baby sister. And that Sophia wasn't given the opportunity to play with all of her cousins or know what amazing aunts and uncles she has. Her brief time did not allow her to take a nap with Bapa Voigt or sing along while Grandpa Robert played Johnny Cash on his guitar. Grandma Joanne, Nana Mary Jean, and Great Grandma Lorraine were never given the chance to spoil their sweet grandaughter with adorable dresses or bows or books or cookies.
But then the next moment we try so hard to focus on how blessed we are to have been given the gift of meeting our beautiful baby girl...even if it was for one brief day.
One special gift that we were given that helps us smile each day is our photographer, Emily Griffith. Emily was referred to us by a friend when Jack was born and has taken Jack's pictures several times since then. She has always done a fabulous job of capturing how cute we think he is and also capturing his sweet little personality! We called Emily the night that Sophia died. Emily left her house in Rochester just minutes later and drove to Children's Hospital to photograph our family once again, but under very different circumstances.
Emily graciously volunteers her time and talent for an organization called "Now I Lay Me Down To Sleep." I remember reading about it when I was first looking at her photography blog and thinking how special it is that she volunteers for NILMDTS...but never, ever thought that I would personally use this service.
Emily is truly amazing. This was obviously a very special, sad and intimate time for Dan, Jack and I as it was the first time we were able to hold Sophia. It was also the time that we had to say good-bye. Emily was so unobtrusive, gentle, compassionate and professional. I cannot imagine anyone else being there with our family. Emily - you gave us a gift that we will forever cherish. I know as time goes by it will become more and more difficult to remember exactly what her sweet little fingers and toes looked like. Your work touched our hearts and although this is a very sad and difficult time, we find peace and comfort knowing that we will always remember her beautiful face, her darling button nose and her sweet little fingers and toes because of you and your beautiful photography. Thank you with all of our hearts :)
Emily posted several of her pictures on her blog, which is below:
http://lemonlimestudios.blogspot.com/search?q=sophia
She also put these pictures into a beautiful video slideshow:
http://animoto.com/play/zhpxq561H5UftPq0Zux5WQ?utm_campaign=share_email&utm_medium=email&utm_source=share_email
One moment we are so, so sad that Jack never had the chance to grow up with his sweet baby sister. And that Sophia wasn't given the opportunity to play with all of her cousins or know what amazing aunts and uncles she has. Her brief time did not allow her to take a nap with Bapa Voigt or sing along while Grandpa Robert played Johnny Cash on his guitar. Grandma Joanne, Nana Mary Jean, and Great Grandma Lorraine were never given the chance to spoil their sweet grandaughter with adorable dresses or bows or books or cookies.
But then the next moment we try so hard to focus on how blessed we are to have been given the gift of meeting our beautiful baby girl...even if it was for one brief day.
One special gift that we were given that helps us smile each day is our photographer, Emily Griffith. Emily was referred to us by a friend when Jack was born and has taken Jack's pictures several times since then. She has always done a fabulous job of capturing how cute we think he is and also capturing his sweet little personality! We called Emily the night that Sophia died. Emily left her house in Rochester just minutes later and drove to Children's Hospital to photograph our family once again, but under very different circumstances.
Emily graciously volunteers her time and talent for an organization called "Now I Lay Me Down To Sleep." I remember reading about it when I was first looking at her photography blog and thinking how special it is that she volunteers for NILMDTS...but never, ever thought that I would personally use this service.
Emily is truly amazing. This was obviously a very special, sad and intimate time for Dan, Jack and I as it was the first time we were able to hold Sophia. It was also the time that we had to say good-bye. Emily was so unobtrusive, gentle, compassionate and professional. I cannot imagine anyone else being there with our family. Emily - you gave us a gift that we will forever cherish. I know as time goes by it will become more and more difficult to remember exactly what her sweet little fingers and toes looked like. Your work touched our hearts and although this is a very sad and difficult time, we find peace and comfort knowing that we will always remember her beautiful face, her darling button nose and her sweet little fingers and toes because of you and your beautiful photography. Thank you with all of our hearts :)
Emily posted several of her pictures on her blog, which is below:
http://lemonlimestudios.blogspot.com/search?q=sophia
She also put these pictures into a beautiful video slideshow:
http://animoto.com/play/zhpxq561H5UftPq0Zux5WQ?utm_campaign=share_email&utm_medium=email&utm_source=share_email
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